a painful thought

I always say that at the end of the day you'll realize that you're still in love with the same person who caused you a lot of pain. Even if there is already someone who makes you feel so special..makes you feel that you are worthy. Even if that person offers his undying love for you..the kind of love that you've been waiting for...But then you ask your self "Why I can't love this man the way I have loved that shit?"..I believe that you'll only have one great love in your lifetime and it's just so sad to know that the one great love of yours is the one who have caused you so much pain and the reason why you can't give your heart to anyone again..